something

Now you wish you mean something to somebody else.

Words of wisdom

Learn to play the piano, and join Coldplay.
Sounds like a plan to me.

Some songs

Some songs make you cry
Some songs keep you high
Some songs make you cringe
Some songs play with you heart strings.

This song makes me wanna die,
but i keep it on replay.
As it keeps my dream alive.

For the one who said sorry.

Whenever you give,
you dont get.
Whenever you fly,
you dont fall
Whenever you live,
you dont die
Whenever you love,
you dont hate

Life is as simple as that,
please dont make it too complicated for yourself.

Goodbye, the girl who should be happy.
I wish you well

Yours sincerely,
Me.

Random thought

I should spend my time doing something fruitful,
or ponder over the idea of pity.
hmm, that sounds better.

SO

so said alcohol.

Hello, i miss you quite terribly

Love is zero logic, all emotions.

hello

I am back.
And for certain(you know its for you yilei)
Well, i am not doing too well i suppose.
18 year old raging hormones most likely cause of all.
I am getting grumpy,
emotional,
mood swings.



or maybe i am a woman.

Dum Spiro, Revisited

Here is am, a year later.
Just flipping(clicking) through old posts.
This blog showed me what i wanted to acheive
This blog showed me who i wanted to be
This blog showed me who i grew up with
This blog showed my heartaches
This blog showed my triumph
This blog showed my failures
This blog showed my past.
This blog showed the future.
This was me,
this is what brought me to who i am now.
Nope, i am not gonna throw it all away

just cause of one exam.

It starts tomorrow
Dum spiro
Seize the day

For my viewers

Here's the promo vid for our gig.

CHEERS!

AND HELLOOOO YILEI!
i updated!
hahaha

Insider's view 2

Tension has been building,
I guess that comes with excitement.
Barcodes is doing fine now,
2 gigs in 2 weeks!
Add in a shit load of projects and exams,
You get the recipe for disaster.

NEVERMIND THE MADDNESS BABY!

Inside my thoughts 1

Life makes sure we do not get what we want,
but hey,
second-best ain't too bad.

Just ran into quads again,
not really my day.
No wait,
it is not really my month either,
Hell,
its not my year.

You all get the point.

HAHA.
What can i say, another month haitus.
Yes,
throw away all that you have seen,
throw out all that you have heard,
Mark is back,
bigger and better,
and black hair to boot.
Its been a pretty emotional month,
and i guess i am over it.

Hmm,
what have i been doing.

1. Xn's birthday bash

Awesome as hell. Happy 18th birthday!

2.Anna's brother birthday bash

Also awesome as hell.

Someone tossed a paper plate at me,
i responded with a girly shriek, obv.
my excuse?

'It started to get bigger and bigger, i was scared'

Mark mark mark,
time to grow balls.

Over-reaction maybe?

I mean what have i got to say.
I am a pussy.

Bunch of

These isn't right anymore.
I am not fitting in.
So this is what i am gonna do.
I am bailing out on you all,
yes dudes,
i am out.


Oh yeees,
i am pissed.

Breathe. Its coming

Ah yes.
Freedom is here.
Here's a short update on what is in.
1. Barcodes for Breakfast is preparing for an audition.
Please support us, we need it.
2. Mark started to listen to love songs again
3.Mark is really hungry
4.Mark is going down to eat.

Bad idea jeans

I was comtemplating between studying and watching the tube
I chose beer instead.

Not a wise decision indeed

Paid off, finally

3 weeks of testing,
and practising.
Finished 21st in Grand Prix Singapore.
Earning myself 400usd.
Awesome

Ponder

I need to remember what used to be good.
If I don't, I won't recognize it even if it hits me between the eyes.

I miss

Mark-ish

Its the holidays, so be prepared to hear more from me.
Vacation mood is starting to kick in.

Raindrops
Blanket
Hot chocolate.
The warmth emitting by your laptop

Yes lei, i know you are jealous.

However,
I am starting to feel empty once again.
My life has been revolving around

Work
Money

Such a sin.
Like i said before,
I have to learn the ability of caring.
So friends and family whom i have hurt because of this.



I am utterly sorry

What do we live on? Love.

The holidays has been and will be utterly random,
this is what i did today.

Police Inspector: Doctors... Lawyers... never get past 60 thousand rupees. He's won 10 million. Police Inspector: What can a slumdog possibly know?
Jamal Malik: [quietly] The answers.

You guessed it,
slumdog millionaire,
nothing big,
it only won 8 oscars.

A truly awesome film.
Everything that a film needs, slumdog millionaire offers.
The Comedy, the Love and the Emotions.
Be prepared to be overtaken by a variation of emotions
Brutally honest,
the screenplay strikes on mankind's weakness,
the ability to believe in someone different.
A well-directed and unique film.
A must watch.

The company was awesome too.

To The All-American Rejects,

You guys sucked.

Oh no, what do you expect.
It was a free concert afterall.

haitus, uncontinued

I am back.
Reality got the better of me.
Exams are bitches,
You know something is wrong when you take 15 minutes to complete your paper,
and another 15 staring at the word 'edema'.

Oh.

Fuck.
A downside tumble to oblivion.

BIRTHDAY!

I dream,
of a perfect birthday.
Wanna hear?
Here we goo.

8th Jan
School ends.
My beloved class of all times throws me a surprise party,
my paramore gives me the best kiss ever.
Cake smashing and a speech.
Nothing but special.
Awesome dinner with parents, preferbly Japanese.

9th Jan
The rat pack throws me a awesome beer drinking, burger eating night out.
Followed up with a surprise dare-devil stunt, hopefully not that extreme bungee thing.[fear of heights.
Meet my awesome girlfriend.
Awesome presents from everyone.
Blo night out at *cough*cough* More beer.
Poker night with the magic people.
And wins loads of money.

This would be beyond my wildest dreams.

Here is what happen:

8th Jan
School ends.
My beloved class of all times throws me a surprise party,
my paramore gives me the best kiss ever.
Cake smashing and a speech.
Nothing but special.
Awesome dinner with parents, preferbly Japanese.

9th Jan
The rat pack throws me a awesome beer drinking, burger eating night out.
Followed up with a surprise dare-devil stunt, hopefully not that extreme bungee thing.[fear of heights.
Meet my awesome girlfriend.
Awesome presents from everyone.
Blo night out at *cough*cough* More beer.
Poker night with the magic people.
And wins loads of money.

Thanks guys for the awesome, most memorable birthday ever.

Eight-fucking-teen

Its 2 more days,
i cant wait.

Why are people so easily tempted by money?
Can we actually live without it?
I have a vision of a perfect colony without money.
I even dreamt that i made it happen.
Okay wait.
Before i go on changing the world,
i gotta chance myself first.

First up,
the hair.


preparation for being 18

Now the serious part.

Ohh 2008.
How will you be forgotten?
It was literally a stagnant year.
A forgettable one
First off,
I am between 16 and 18.

Lets look back.
Lets see if 2008 is a hero, or a villain.

FIRST QUARTER
Hmm, pretty much hanging with the ratpack everyday.
Celebrated my 17th birthday,
working.
IKEA is a douche.
Score - Villain

Comes Febuary,
my social circle expanded three-fold,
camps and a new school,
'Hello' is the word.
Score - Hero

Now its March,
A month before school starts,
did stuff i always wanted to do.
Ran around Singapore like a tourist.
Score - Hero


2nd Quarter[2-1]

Whistle blows.
We are on to the 2nd quarter.
Hero is leading 2-1 against Villain
Not much action so far.

April arrives with a bang.
Boom, School started.
Boom, new friends.
Boom, new and exciting nonsense comes out everyweek.
Waazaaa.
Score - Hero

May, May, Come what may.
May was lazy
and dull.
She wasnt much of a catch.
She is normal and disgusting.
She doesnt give Mark the excitement he needed.
And oh yea.
May loves exams.
Score - Villain

And oh its Junebug.
We are closing in on the half,
this is when things starts to get hot.
I hope..
Well June was pretty much baddd.
While the little children go and play,
Poor Mark studies all day.
But awesome thing is,
BARCODES FOR BREAKFAST IS FOUNDED
Point Hero.
and also point villain for the exams =P

3rd Quarter[4-3]

Oh horrible July,
how i wished there were only 11 months in a year.

Hanged out with barcodes,
forming a bond greater than any lord of the ring shit.
Gandalf can blow me.

But here comes the bad part.
I got lured.
Like a fish to a bait.
Damn drought.
And i regretted the decision i made.
Those close to me would know.
The others, just take it as the hero trips.

Fuck you july.
Point - Hero for the hanging out
2 points - villain for that awful time

August.
Ah august.
the blossoming of a happy, carefree and heavenly
REALLY BAD RELATIONSHIP.
Point Villain.
And point villain again cause HERO LIED.

September.
ahh, Silly september.
Finally, got out of the shithole i dug.
Great 2nd part of the month.
Whew.

Point Kelvin, wait i mean Villain
[p.s. thanks kelvin, youre a lifesaver.]
[haha]

4th Quarter

October.
Sigh, lonely october.
Everything became stagnant again.
BUT school sudddenly became fun.
but exams killed it.
sigh, i wanted to give this point to HERO
but the 4 supp papers he gave me point otherwise.
Villain gets a penalty and scores.
Point Villain.

November.
Dramatic november.
I had gotten sooo close to my class that i forgot the real reason of being in school.
However, my work has been improving, never ffailed a test that sem.
Point Hero, good work.

December.
Oh oh.
Romantic December.
First of, point hero
- cause of xmas.
And once agian
point hero.
i found someone who appreciate me for who i am,
and vice versa.

Final Score.[8-8]
What an exciting game.
I guess the battle neverends.
I guess its [once again i know its really cliched and 10 other blogs already written that the year is] full of ups and downs.

OKAY
next up,
the thanks youss.

Oh look, its them.

Oh yes,

its 2009 already.

Here's where we left off last year

The rat pack, end of 2007

And now, us, still as awesome as ever

Oh wait, matt has not send me

the pictures,

dammnnnn.

Anyway.

Like all you other bloggers are doing,

my new year's resolution is not to make one.

besides,

we end up breaking them anyway right?

well, okay i give me a simple one.

No supp papers for this sem.

And oh oh,

be a much better bro.

And ohoh,

buy the bro code from Amazon, only $19.99.